note: this was written yesterday
i am glad to report that after going on a walk yesterday i was in a much better mood. i feel like i'm on a rollercoaster with my emotions though.
i keep going up and down, and up and down, and up and down. it is a bit frustrating, but i'm doing okay with managing it.
so i got back in touch with an old friend. it seems like we might be able to patch things up again.
today i'm feeling sick again. and horribly tired. i have no idea why, but i do.
i'll probably have to rest.
it's pouring rain outside anyway, so i can't go bike ride like i usually do.
having rain is nice though. i like it. it leaves the air all fresh and sweet.
in about a week i'll finally be seeing a doctor for my pain. this time things will work out, even if i get stressed about it again. i hope it isn't too serious.
last night, i got into art mode somehow and drew some stuff i'm happy with for once.
not to mention the piece i'm already working on. so that's definitely a god thing.
i'm getting my creativity back, at least a little bit.
things are looking up.
all my love,