i guess things might not work so well after all.
but i can't give up and can't give in and can't let this stops me.
it sucks, though. hella sucks.
don't know what to think now.
it figures though that i let my hopes up again only for them to be shot down again.
i need to stop doing that.
i'm stuck wondering if i really even have any friends anymore at all. i'm wondering who really means it when they say they are.